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Jealousy

from Inner Demons by Megan McDuffee

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Sometimes I wonder, "how on earth is that person famous? I work my ass off, and they're winning a Grammy..." Do you ever feel that way? Well Jealousy is certainly an inner demon of mine.

lyrics

Too obsessed,
They light another cigarette,
Who cares what’s underneath her dress,
I’ve spiraled down a hole.

Thrills so cheap,
Preventing me from anchored sleep,
The kind of fame that makes me weep,
Cutting into my soul. (Cuts into my soul)

Jealousy,
(what do I do with this)
jealousy
(can I break this)
jealousy
(how do I handle this)
jealousy
(I’m slowly bleeding)

Low talent
to match the kind of cash they spend,
My core it shakes before it rends,
should not be pay to play.

No one thinks
of who’s really behind the scenes,
it all comes down to marketing,
still aching for my day.

Jealousy,
(what do I do with this)
jealousy
(can I break this)
jealousy
(how do I get rid of)
jealousy
(I’m slowly bleeding)

All for show,
it’s always about you know,
the arc of how the money flows,
how funding equals fans.

Try to be
patient but I do everything,
within a constant hustling,
but no one gives a damn.

Jealousy,
(what do I do with this)
jealousy
(can I break this)
jealousy
(how do I handle this)
jealousy
(I’m slowly bleeding)

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from Inner Demons, released May 21, 2021
Composition, production, recording, lyrics, vocals, and mixing by Megan McDuffee.

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Megan McDuffee Washington

Award-winning video game composer, music producer, and recording artist. Megan calls the misty woods north of Seattle home, and her music is a sonic potion of trippy, dark, melodic, catchy, grimy, and sinister vibes.

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